Ever had so much on your mind but no one to talk to? Feeling all alone, like no ones there even though you're surrounded by people. That's how I have been feeling.
I'm the one whose always there for people. The person whose always there to lend an ear to; to give advice whenever you're feeling stuck. I'm basically the 'Mom' for every single one of my friends. But, where are they when I need them? When I tell them I'm feeling overwhelmed, or sad, or anything... everyone seems to be too busy. Even though I take time out of my day to help out them.
This has got to change. I am so sick of putting up with and getting stressed about issues that don't even involve me. I'm sick of being the ONLY person people go through. I'm so sick of getting walked all over because of my kind nature. My mother always told me, "never let someone take advantage of you. never expect anything because it just leads to disappointments." which, now I see is totally true. I have been expecting something out of my "friends" and all I've been is disappointed.
maybe it's time to look for some new friends.